Life without expectation, for me is great. I avoid myself from expect something too far because I’m afraid of frustrated. Oh that feeling sucks, my language sucks too. I know lots of them are laughing at me, kahkahkah walhal desa nak cakap omputih. Who cares? I didn’t use your money to buy me Dr. Fazley’s electronic dictionary. In every situation, if there is a moment where I found myself doing mistakes or there is something demotivating me, I will react either positive or negative to that situation. Sometimes I feel like cursing in my mother tongue, very harsh words and some people call it rubbish language. F to those who said that.
And sometimes, I will try to adapt to people, that is how you’ll know and understand how people react to you. I try my very best to hide my stupidity, and I’m behaving differently from myself in high school. This is why some people get annoyed with me, ah ignore them, they did not understand why you act like that. They supposed to just accept me even though I’m changing a lot, hey hello? I’m not drug addict but why still people hate me? Or maybe it’s just my feelings, so called perasaan bodoh. Whatever happen, don’t let people make you feel down.
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