These people are educated and knowledgeable(not including me for sure), can speak English very well, 10 times better than me I guess, can calculate mathematics without using calculator, they are super genius and I fucking respect them.
I admit I’m a failure in family. But please, respect my opinion eventhough I’m still young, reach the age 16 doesn’t mean I’m matured enough to face the reality in life. Yes, the world are too cruel for a young girl like me. But please, for once in your life, trust me. I can handle myself.
I’m not that strong to cope with all these problems alone. Accept me as who I am, understand my situation, please I’m begging you. I need your support.
I know mak, I’m not like them but I just want you to know that how deep is my love for you, and ayah. I cannot pleased you all the time, because I am rebellious. I accept the fact that I cannot accept everyone’s advice just because I had enough with all these. How sucks being me because I know I’m a weirdo who think about something different every night before I sleep. I think too far I guess.
I cannot be like the others because I’m totally different. Accept me mak. I’m still young but I know how to take care of myself. You please don’t worry about me. I might be not too educated, my english also grammar berserabut like hell, zero knowledge in mathematics, I don’t even know how to capture a good picture but I try. I try to be the best for all of you. I try to pleased you guys eventhough I know I can’t.
Forgive me. Just give me some space to breathe.
*I need to talk to someone like you. You know who you are.
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