From Nothing To Something

Hello you guys, oh why did I write about friends in this entry? It never crossed my mind since I saw you now getting happy with new life. I mean new friends of course. Or not so a new friends but getting closer than before. Heee it’s funny when I look at your face expression and your acts nowadays. What a cool damn thing if I could live with you guys. Having fun and laugh all the time. I remember when our first meet. You are nothing, its only me and you. Not really you and me, because still got another few person. Not so cool to hang out just 5 is it haha. The more the merrier. But when Julian sings ‘alone we stand together we fall apart’ I think this is me. I am me once more when I know who the real you. But I really miss when you’re nothing. I hope that you’re nothing again. It’s not like I’m jealous with your new life. I was just wondering why now? Eheeee

The truth is, I do miss the old days too. If I could I want to keep denying the fact but I just can’t. I know lots of people but it’s too hard to find true friends. Don’t you realize that people nowadays are only be friends with someone who have something? How about people who have nothing. I’m using you, thats why we are friends. I learn maturity here, please Adah. Watch your words. I’m not changing at all, because I’m still nothing. But I just wondering, are you blind? Ahaha we’ll wait until I have something. And that time, we shall see what’s the difference from being nothing to something :)

I miss Kurt Cobain.