Short

Sometimes if we love someone, it doesn’t mean that we have to be together with him/her. Yes I love you. But, I know that I’m not cool like the other girls that you may know. Or maybe because I am fat? Yes I’m very fat. Because of my tummy? You love to insult my tummy is it. But I love to listen all your crappy jokes. I don’t know why you make me feel like an idiot, waiting for your call although you already told me

"I just want you to be my friend. I want you to find another bf"

Sometimes the world is too cruel, and love is hurting me. I just don’t know why girls always die because of their love. But still, i love you. You may not read this dear, but I love you. I accept the reality, love and world is too cruel. If we love someone it doesn’t mean that we have to be together. I love you although you’re just my neighbour or maybe friends or maybe sex partner whatsoever. Thanks for telling me the truth again and again. I just want to tell you that I love you, again and again. Sorry disturbing your life with all this nonsense statement but I don’t know why, I love you.

A diary by Sarah, 4.35am Seattle
Listening to Bad Romance by Lady Gaga