helo.

Listen to this, you might get what is actually the real message of this entry. One way for Adah to let go of her anger.

Hello, my name is Kadah. Not really a real name but everyone prefer to call me Adah rather than Syahadah, or Sya or Syadahah or whatsoever people will shorten from my full name. I love to vomit back all my foods after eat, although I know it was such a ridiculous hobby of the year but who cares, I just love vomiting foods. I am fat, 57kg girl with big lips and cheeks. I hate my voice, I hate the way I laugh, I hate my fucking fake smile because someone love to mention about my fake smile. Fuck you, it’s mine not yours.

Flu flu flu, go away. This is tougher that I thought it would be. Missing someone in life was too damn fucking terrible and it seems like I’m dying alone in small room at Klebang Kecil. Thank God, I’ve got chances to enjoyed my first johnny’s meatball. Oh yes, go on laugh at me. I’d never thought I could ended up like a loser. 1 months I suffered from this never ending fucking stupid love story.

Fuck off you selfish bastard.