Bulan Bersedih Sedih

My name started with the letter S but I prefer people to called me with the name that started with the letter A. I’ll be there for you always, and somehow like what Katy Perry sing in her song, I keep thinking of you every single minutes. Yes I’m a bit messy right now. Dont feel any better when my hearing is damage singing Thom Yorke’s song. My house is full of noise but I hear nothing from outside world. Tears and laugh joined together become the most worst sound I ever heard. And my mother said, jangan menangis. Am I crying? I dont feel any tears drops from my eyes to my cheeks now. My eyes turning into red color but I fills my empty life with only the black and white. Other colors cannot be accepted anymore. I’m not happy at all although I’m smiling right now. I laugh, I smile, I cry and I dont feel better. I’m dying, alone without you. And I see, everyone also joined my army where they also let their anger go through blogs, status, comments, bulletin and whatsoever. Mungkin ini bulan bersedih sedih. Yes absolutely.